A wonderful 4th!

Last week Al asked me to marry him, but just yesterday did he ask my father for his permission, which he gave. That made my 4th. At was bugging me about going back, but it has worked out for me so far. Last night I got hit with a baaaaad migraine that gave me nausea. When I said that I was getting nauseous, C was afraid that I was becoming pregnant, but I told her about the migraine. Mom gave me something to sleep and it helped the whole night, except when I took it off when E got home. At one time this past month I moved out of my parents house and moved in with Al and his family. I only went back home to get the medical insurance that I need at the time. I can't move back with Al until August. I only hope that I can make through until then. My cousin was supposed to be coming this month, but something came up and she couldn't come. My grandmother is not liking it at all. I have decided to sell some of my YGO cards for some money on ebay. I am having very bad allergies today. I found out a couple months ago that a new Sookie Stackhouse novel is out and I have been trying to get my hands on it. I came close a couple of weeks ago, but dad said to wait until this month and that means wait until Writers 2 Writers comes and we might get it. If we have the money for it. Well enough for me today TTFN.

What a busy time!

It has been a busy time for me. I am back with Al and he so sensitive, he's afraid that I will leave him again, but I am listening to my heart, not what other people say. I have had trouble with that and it makes me miserable. My arm has been bugging me for a while now and I went to the doctors and they said that it was nerve damage. Al told me that and SIL said that is was Tennis or Golf elbow because she has it. Mom has the same thing, but I think my is worse. I have found out that my immunity is very low since I have been to the hospital and I hate that. Al and I have talked about our future and I hope that he doesn't surprise me with something that my parents may not like. I have found out that my father wants to get into my love life, something that he has never done before. Mom just hates Al and I have no idea why. I have just recently found out how fun Facebook is and have joined. I am addicted to two games there-Bejeweled Blitz and Texas Hold 'Em. I have beaten S's score in BB and have yet to catch up with Al in THE. I may move out of my parents house if some friends of mine get a place away from where they are now. But that is not until next year, but Al is going to experiment this summer with an apartment, he might ask me to try it out with him until he has to go back to school. I just might take it. C has made my life here a living hell. Well enough chit-chat for me. TTFN.

I'm still alive!

It has been a long time since I blogged and it has been a wild ride. I had been in the hospital for something I should not have been talked into by my grandmother. I finally have a niece to spoil. My computer has been on the fritz for a while and now it is not working for me. I have tried everything I know to fix it and it still is been a Pain. D has been a pain for the whole day today and is not leaving Ab alone. The Grammy's were a little crazy but Lady GaGa has the most memorable outfits that I have ever seen. I am going to the doctors for a follow up and then Friday I will see a therapist for the depression I suffered during the time I was bleeding uncontrollably for a month. I lost my Aunt last year and have been dealing with it. Al is in Santa Fe at school and is going to work over there for two weeks and during V day. That is sad for me because he is the one person who can help me when my family just pushes it out. We are on the brink of losing our puppies. Lucy has a tumor and is growing big and hard. My cat will be the only one of our pets to stay with us for right now. Watson's teeth is bad and he won't last any longer without Lucy. I have quit the tournaments for good because of N. He put me through Hell and didn't say he was sorry. Seeing him or his car just makes me agitated and I just want to throw something and someone or just hit something. Dinner is ready and I am hungry and I just finished off two sandwiches a few minutes ago. Well enough for now. TTFN.